Így néz ki nagy fogyás után a test

“Ez is a testem része (a felesleges bőr), és én így szeretem. Nem azért nem műtettem meg a hasamat, mert nincs pénzem, egyszerűen érzelmileg nem vagyok rá képes. Utánanéztem a műtétnek, és egyszerűen nem tudom megtenni. Nem ítélem el azokat, akik megcsináltatják nagy fogyás után a hasukat, én bevallom, szeretem a testemnek ezt a részét is” – írta a fotó mellé Kenzie, akit egyébként majdnem 150 ezer ember követ az Instagramon.

This is apart of me I'm not changing. ???? Not only do I not have the finances to chance this part of my body, I don't have the emotionality to change it. To actually undergo the surgery I've researched and phoned in about so many times, I can't do it. ❌ I don't blame others for going through it, it's just not something that I can do. I honestly don't even hate this part of me anymore, through #embracethesquish I have found more and more women who help me accept this part of myself. ???? There's nothinggggg to be ashamed of. A body part that doesn't look like the body parts you've seen PLASTERED in the media, doesn't make it wrong. Yes it'll feel wrong to embrace. Yes it's counterintuitive to love yourself as is. Yes there will be moments where you're not fucking good at accepting yourself. And you'll truck through all of them, just like you have with the last x amount of years of yourself. When I get messages from my friends, people from my city, women from other countries, on different continents, within different cultures that tell me I help them love themselves a bit better, I end up loving myself a bit more in the process. GOOD ATTRACTS GOOD. If what you're doing right now DOESNT feel good, STOP. Start doing something that might be a little scary (but may be a little fun) and try something new. Chasing yourself in circles fuelled by dislike, hate, negativity will NOT equal out to a positive, well balanced, harmonious, loving, soothing, body, mind or soul. If could all just embrace the squish a little more maybe we wouldn't be as rigid to ourselves and to others. #selflovebootcamp #selfloveisthebestlove #beyourownhero #beautybeyondsize ????????????????????

A photo posted by Kenzie Brenna (@omgkenzieee) on Jan 30, 2017 at 8:40am PST

Okay, here goes my WHOLE thought process with these photos. ???? ???? ???? “Alriiiiiiight, this lighting is fucked you look terrible.” “Also, the fuck is your face doing in photo 1?” “Lol whatever kinda funny” “Okay post these to show the difference in angles” “Nah don't, your body looks wrecked.” “Who cares, people have already seen it.” “Yah but more of my friends are following me now, it's too much.” “Nah they've seen this shit already.” “I guess you're right.” ???????????????????????????? I dunno how to explain to you guys that this shit is still hard for me but whatever, it is. At the end of the day this wrecked body is mine and I can't change it. I CAN however change the way I think of it. (In baby steps) ???????????????????? FOREVER INSPIRED BY MY FRIEND AND SOUL SISTER @_____halle__ ✨???? #beyourownkindofbeautiful #nobodyshame #bopowarrior #evenifyoudontfeellikeoneyouARE #goldenconfidence

A photo posted by Kenzie Brenna (@omgkenzieee) on Feb 8, 2017 at 7:39am PST

MORNING SUNSHINES! ☀️???? So since there are a few new of you I thought I would re-introduce myself!! HI, IM KENZIE. ???? I use #beforeandafter pictures now, not to show how much “better” I am then I was, but to talk about how old the building blocks of my older person lead up to who you see today! ???? ➰ I don't like to use the term “suffer” anymore but I have coped with eating disorders since I was an adolescent ➰ I come from a family of multi divorces ➰ I am an actress as well as a connoisseur in being a nobody ???? ➰ I dealt with overuse of alcohol and drugs in high school until reading James Frey's book A Million Little Pieces (don't think I've shared that fact with you guys yet.) ➰ My favourite thing about recovery is the fact that I get to go out now with less social anxiety than before ➰ I have been self harm free for 5 whole glorious years ➰ I named my first cat Rocky after the Rocky Horror Picture Show, when I was 7! Y'all gotta @ my mom for letting me watch that shit so young ???????? ➰My fear food is still olive oil and raw sugar ➰ I rly rly rly want a pair of @goodamerican jeans like so bad I might cry and whine a bit ➰ I can say the ABC's backwards ➰ I used to be a little shit punk kid in high school and I miss her tbh ➰ But now I pop my pussy to Drake so ➰ I ended up in therapy a few years ago after walking into a doctors office for feeling like there was a “hole inside of me.” (I don't know if I've shared that with you guys either!) ➰ I indulge in a vegan lifestyle ???????????????? ➰ I considered at one time that basket weaving was going to be my career. But I was a stoner 16 year old. ➰ okay I think that's all… ????✨????✨????✨????✨ I hope you guys learned something, I would love to know more about you! Where ya from and one fact about yourself ????⭐️???? LOVE YOU GUYS! You all give me life, I am continually trying to find ways on giving it back to you. #beyourownkindofbeautiful #loveyourself #recoveryisworthit #bopowarrior

A photo posted by Kenzie Brenna (@omgkenzieee) on Feb 6, 2017 at 7:02am PST